Szz

Sex toys

2007-06-23T00:14:00.001+08:00

SEX TOYS ARE MAKING ME LAUGH SO BADLY!

Mama's little bliss

2007-06-22T11:52:00.001+08:00

This morning, I requested for a poached egg.

And I saw mama's happiness for something she didn't know was completely wrong. Mama always felt that she knew everything, or at least had a rough idea of it. Well, apparently she didn't quite grasp the meaning of a poached egg & she attempted (well, rather excitedly as a a matter of fact) to make a hard boil egg with watery insides.

"You'll have to give me a hug if I'm successful!"

You wouldn't want to interrupt that moment with a vicious "It's totally wrong", would you? She seemed pleased with the uncooked egg she gave me but there are somethings I rather she not know if it makes her happier, at least she would have a break from her frequent bouts of anger..at least.

The Smell of Rain

as the thunderstorm approaches,

catch the smell of rain

alongside all that pain

Mama's little bliss

2007-06-22T10:51:00.001+08:00

This morning, I requested for a poached egg.
And I saw mama's happiness for something she didn't know was completely wrong. Mama always felt that she knew everything, or at least had a rough idea of it. Well, apparently she didn't quite grasp the meaning of a poached egg & she attempted (well, rather excitedly as a a matter of fact) to make a hard boil egg with watery insides.
"You'll have to give me a hug if I'm successful!"
You wouldn't want to interrupt that moment with a vicious "It's totally wrong", would you? She seemed pleased with the uncooked egg she gave me but there are somethings I rather she not know if it makes her happier, at least she would have a break from her frequent bouts of anger..at least.

The Smell of Rain
as the thunderstorm approaches,
catch the smell of rain
alongside all that pain

quick post

2007-06-20T11:13:00.000+08:00

Fyi,
1 the links are not updated and they were from pre-war periods cos i lost all my updated ones.
2 i used my intuition to help figure out who to delete for links, inactive links that is:D
3 the pop-out tagboard isn't working, apparently. and it's a cbox one cos flooble looked damn ugly in pop-outs. and yeah the last post for the cbox one was in january (i'll try to think of a solution)
4 the previous June 14th post will be updated asap!

LTC Anguilla.

2007-06-14T21:23:00.000+08:00

I've summoned up enough courage to describe the ~~whole~~ first day of ltc camp! Yo-ho my darlings

day camp
We met at 9 for camp preparations, Instructor Benjamin came with the sacred paint and markers at 10 and we finished up Anguilla's pretty flag and identity! The other groups were there too, unison(: the guys in our group were for decorative purposes literally. The only helped in increasing our irritation and gawking nonsense. Day camp started at one , we had briefing followed by Mr Bernard's learning journey talk and then icebreakers! First stop was to kiap tennis balls and eggs and try to form a specified shape within our group, although broke all the eggs they were supposed to give to us we still rock la! second station was the net thing thing we had to cross across the floor together as a group, we did it right(: and lastly the mathematics walk around some squares with-numbers-but-cannot-step-numbers-beyond-12-after-addition. Screwed my peabrain completely. I tried to add fractions and decimals but (i dont remember how, seriously).

Had camp preparations after that and I went for campfire comm meeting, everyone was awesome. The curry puff and butter cake were better, heh. Finished up with mass debriefing by Instructor See Jin/Jean/Raj/Pauline and reminders for Monday(:

day two
Met up with Georgina and her father brought us to school, campfire comm had a 2 minute talk cos everyone wasn't really cooperating. We assembled at the parade ground in our six groups and started off with the camp objectives and such again. FAs went for their lessons and we started our low elements in school. Instructor Ashlee took us and he was super cute(: he kept giving us breaks at the atrium cos he couldn't catch up with our running, laomao!

Lemme recapitulate on the games. There was 1 Instructor Prasanna and Jasmin's sacred jewels(grapes) station, 2 Instructor Tim and Pei Xuan's getting everybody across using the papers station, 3 Instructor Karen and Hector's seaweed station, 4 Instructor Andre and Nik's pail station, 5 Instructor Cheryl's bottle station, 6 Instructor Raj's getting the treats station. So 6 stations each for getting a slice of that circle pizza thingie. I can't remember the order but the seaweed one was our first:D

1 Tying the cup on our heads was super cute :D while helping Ridzuana and Ju my grape fell out and got squished. I did it with Ikhmal and he was damn super funny too(: loved this station
2 7 people on each side cos our group is so small. I felt like we were more bonded here, the tiles they provided were flimsy papers that kept threatening to fly away :O
3 Anguilla's first station and the carrying people across part was awesome. Ikhmal felt like a bomb but we managed
4 Instructor Andre said we were a clever group(: we successfully carried the pail across together dancing 'my side' as we dodged the 'sharp rocks' ingenuity!
5 This station took the least amount of time, where we had to get the bottle out of a restricted area using raffia strings
6 Funniest station (oooowh) The Isla De Mucus. Collected all the treats and papers for the first round, but had to compensate cos with cheers cos we didnt do it for the second round but great no matter.

Surprisingly we were the first group to complete all the stations:DD Instructor Jean asked us to do this exaggerated version of my side, mute version. Ikhmal and Joycelyn rocked(: when all the groups were backed our mast tins and cans of food were organised properly and we set of to Changi Coast Adventure Camp(: 'And the stream was on it's waaaaayyyy-ayyyyy!' There was field cooking and the retarded wind kept blowing out the lighter's flame, Mr Hazmi said our group's food looked the nicest, hurr he didnt know how hard the rice was! But it was the best filed cooking experience I had la, sardines! Followed by High Elements where i practically threw my face onto the ground and trampled on it. Doing pirouettes in mid air is no fun at all and i did it twice, i am so embarrassed._.x (i shall continue later)

Joycelyn, Judaxil, Nadirah, Siti, Sheri, Gracia, Matin, Ikhmal, Edmond, Wiranata, Ridzuana!, Jordy, Richard, Eugene, Leonard, Pin Kwang, Instructor Benjamin! ANGUILLA:D

Buuyo

2007-06-06T22:47:00.000+08:00

I have stopped being so obliging. I guess I've expected so much lesser of myself and I'm washing my hands off everything, maybe my heart is weak but I don't want to care so much anymore. I remember holding so many grudges last year and surrendering to everything because I want flawlessness and it's not something I particularly like doing. It's not even in my genes, it's some fucked up nature I cultivated and I want to drop everything off my shoulders. Say I'm not being responsible, express your disapproval or dislike. Now I just turn up, maybe to keep my conscience from feeling too guilty but I'm not like in the past. Not anymore
Perhaps it's a temporary state of mind, I just want to get the holidays over with and that's a red hot priority. I'm sorry if i don't put 100% in everything now, ultimately it's just gotten the better of me, sad thing isnt it

I feel like Buuyo, just sleeping the day away and praying my dreams are way more interesting than whatever is really happening. I don't need to know everything now, not even the least interested. And he happens to be an overweight cat:D (plops down on the floor)

cant be helped

p/s: And yeah the post about the camp, forgive it. It's not gonna come till i have the willpower to actually mention what happens. I'd rather type a 5 page report on last night's dream.

巫女の結界－第508話

2007-06-06T15:40:00.000+08:00

犬夜叉

巫女の結界－第508話

桔梗の霊力の矢
桔梗の純度の矢
かごめは桔梗の影に住んでいません奈落てめえ
桔梗は死んでいる！(桔梗がすでに死にました) LOL　
かごめを甘く見るのをやめてください

奈落てめえ

Miko no Kekkai – Chapter 508
Kikyou no hama no reiryoku
Kikyou no hama no ya):

This sucks like hell even though the drawing was top notch. 桔梗 just disappear from everyone's brains, she's been fucking dissipated and 'annihilated' and she just keeps interfering with かごめ ):

I will calm down, and yes remain my calm composure. I managed to rush the first season of Jigoku Shōjo 地獄少女 yesterday, Enma Ai is less scary than I thought she would be. Her eyes are pretty! I gave up on the Nakayoshi, it was downright pathetic.

闇に惑いし哀れな影よ・・・人を傷つけ貶めて、罪に溺れし業の魂・・・　いっぺん、死んで見る?
"O Pitiful shadow cloaked in darkness.Thy actions cause men pain and suffering. Thy hollow soul drowns in thy sins. Would you like to see what death is like?"

To think I still tolerate the suffering of waiting for Shounen Sunday for 犬夜叉

every Wednesday only to be welcomed by yet another beginning of a retarded arc. I was looking forward to Chapter 508 and It turned out to be yet another one of those memories of 桔梗): let's hope patience pays off next week, b/c there's gonna be a rubberduckybigload of chapters to come before Rumiko gets it done with.

かごめをあきらめないでください！

Better still, dont let it end:DD
I'll post about the camp. Later
ｼｪﾘｰ

:D

2007-06-05T20:53:00.000+08:00

Thank you christy:D

Hitomiko

2007-06-03T16:59:00.000+08:00

Kagura

I suddenly felt this strong urge to dedicate something to Kagura. She desperately needs more exposure, too bad she just died like that.

And Kagura's last thoughts were: "I am the wind. The free wind..."

Never would've expected that she'd have such a big impact on Sesshōmaru and his Meidō Zangetsuha. God, forget it if I dont make sense to you:DD
The newest IY chapter "Hitomiko" (ひとみこ) ! The manga drawings are top notch this time and I feel double blessed to see a pretty Kagome ever since the "Wounded Heart" chapter. "Go Higurashi!" Finally I get to see Kagome kick some undead zombie miko yōkai, I'll seriously kick Rumiko if it happens to be another Inuyasha-save-Kagome-from-yōkai)':

don't dash my hopes Rumiko!

June holidays my toes.

2007-05-21T22:26:00.000+08:00

AWESOME, ABSOLUTELY PERFECT.
My June holidays are gone! Let's see, I have kfc camp, ltc camp, choir camp, mathematics remedial, choir practices and I've gotta prepare for auditions. I think I'll just rot in ltc camp cos I'm physically retarded and I'm suppose to have leadership qualities (tsk, and i seem to have it eh). But at the very very least i need not worry about rehearsing for the campfire night performance, not that it's a plus point):

THIS IS NOT RIGHT
LAZY SLOBS LIKE ME ARE SUPPOSE TO LAG AND DIE
NOT PACKED TILL THERE ISN'T A BUBBLE FOR ME TO BREATHE
I'M GNA CHOKE): AND SNAILIE IS JUST BEING SPITEFUL COS HER JUNE HOLIDAYS ARE EMPTY. GODAMNLY EMPTY.

I wanna rot at home drooling over cartoons, not get driven to be responsible or hardworking.
Hello, how pathetic can i get.

Lonely

2007-05-19T21:21:00.000+08:00

- At Lake Rotorua, New Zealand.
Black Swan Series
Gerald Winslow(c)

♥

稀游记

2007-05-17T21:26:00.000+08:00

Channel U - 9.30 稀游记

I can understand why Belinda was crying.
Imagine the trauma
Imagine the pain you go through as a mental patient
We can only be but sympathetic, because living in a confined pig sty for the past 8 years is so horrifying, so inhumane.

If only pain could be shared
If only wounds could be healed
If only our feelings could be known to them

p/s: I took out the works navigation. so i'll edit the previous post where i mentioned it a couple of times. The rest would most probably be thrown in Livejournal, after i figure out the whole template thing that is.
p/s/s: Didnt manage to touch Kikyo at all today):

Kikyo rough sketch

2007-05-16T21:57:00.000+08:00

Close-up head shot.
Vertical (right) torso shot

Vertical (right) 'full body' shot

Vertical (right) body shot

Another full body (vertical left) except my cam was switched to sepia overlay.
This was the Kikyo sketch I mentioned. It took me forever to get her clothes right and to make it as similar to her as possible. Dammit, pardon the stupid black patches here and there. I'm counting on this one for the foundation of my colour shading, so it better turn out right

at least, I hope.

17/5: DARRRNNNN, IT LOOKS SUPER UGLY WHEN I LOOK AT IT NOW): The close-up head shot potrays my kns sketching skills so fucking well.

Vladimir Nabokov

2007-05-16T17:41:00.000+08:00

Managed to spam my brother's computer with adobe so I'm able to use it again:D!
The current Inuyasha blogskin is nothing much, cos I spent too much time on the Anesthesia Suicide Stock picture (go to works) . So it was just magnetically cutting out the chibi Inuyasha only ( I didn't litter it with brushes! only one:D), isn't he absolutely adorable:DD?

Too bad the purple background didn't turn out as dark as I would've liked. Well, anyway I was forced to put up another navigation for works cos my stupid computer ran out of space and my thumb drive is bam full with shit. It's gonna be temporary so I can collect them w/ descriptions and elaborate details for each, there are even more but the rest are just so horrendously ridiculous I had to put them in the recycle bin instead.
I completed a Kikyo sketch yesterday so it's gonna be colour shading tomorrow:D it looks okay i guess, pictures above (later post).

Vladimir Nabokov's "Lolita" is so odd. The whole pedophilia and lust story has that painful and pure love, betrayal and comic relief all rolled into one.

"Lolita, light of my life, fire of my loins. My sin, my soul. Lo-lee-ta: the tip of the tongue taking a trip of three steps down the palate to tap, at three, on the teeth. Lo. Lee. Ta.

She was Lo, plain Lo, in the morning, standing four feet ten in one sock. She was Lola in slacks. She was Dolly at school. She was Dolores on the dotted line. But in my arms she was always Lolita."

(Photo Manipulation of Lolita- interpretation of her is a tad too old)
In the story she's only 12.

Dolores ( L, Lo , Lolita, Dolly) is so timeless, talk about beauty.
Lolita..more?

Since it's of similar subject, i think I'll address Rasputina.

Rasputina and other goth rock bands freak me out. Tribal and spiritual music are out to get me i tell you. It's hypnotism! Rasputina's "Gingerbread Coffin" is okay but "Mama is an Opium Smoker" scares the hell out of me, so i suggest you listen to Transylvanian Concubine instead.
Screwtape's Roast really screws me up with the name itself. By the way, you might want to check out the band White Chocolate (click to view their MySpace) , the self hailed "Greatest Band in the World", more like "Greatest Pile of Gay Crap in the World"

Nothing

2007-05-10T19:57:00.000+08:00

The human heart is weak, we hate easily.
I dont understand why people crave for love, why they want to be loved, does it really matter, is it really that easy to succumb to love?

that feeling is coming back again.
Not the feeling of incomprehensible hatred. It's more like pointlessness, exhaustion, more like nothing. That song is suppose make me calm but it brought heartaches, not heart break heartaches just that sad feeling hindering you. More like living in fiction fairytales all the time and surviving solely on it, more like painful. I have no will to leave for anywhere, it's breathing for the sake of things, for the sake of going to school and coming back alone going aimlessly. I'll just coop myself up at home and pray the backache would go away.

I think I'm killing dear banana cos i keep getting so excited over Inuyasha and she has no remotest idea to what I'm saying so that's called self-preaching? Abnormal behaviour of repetitive talking to oneself:D Anyway, I've been harping on and on about it for months, time to get used to it candy.

BAKA BAKA BWAAKAAAAAA.
STUPID.

Trail

2007-04-29T00:36:00.000+08:00

Waiting

She walked out herself.

Dnt, Storyboard

2007-04-25T23:12:00.000+08:00

I'm fine and forever happy!
Accompanied Joelynn that kukubrain who chose such a difficult idea to complete for dnt
filed like hell cos she had to file 80 sides._. (HOHO, I helped her with 8 sides!)
lemme pray for her that she'll be okay la, but anyway she's finished with 1st gear and she's only left with filing for slots of second gear and the 40 other teeny sides. only(:

GAMBATTE(:

I'm desperate to complete that storyboard by tonight before the super shuai Inuyasha begins! That's like 43 more minutes!

Every Heart

2007-04-22T23:37:00.000+08:00

I love you szz(:

BoA - Every Heart
I was frightened by the neverending night, So I prayed to the distant stars.

Sorry if I'm irritating you with Inuyaasha:D
I'm posting up these songs for my own convenience:DD laomao!

Assumptions

2007-04-22T12:02:00.000+08:00

Assumption after assumption,
I know i look like some asshole who had a fucked up day la
most of the time I'm just mofingly tired
& sensitivity is such a darn big issue; I know the look on my face when I'm not smiling is horrendous and i make people feel like I'm showing attitude, but how do i change the look on my face? I'm sorry if you think I'm angry or something, but I'm not. Really am not):

stop making assumptions
please)':

edit: thank you(:

Changes & Paradoxes!

2007-04-21T12:40:00.000+08:00

I'm on hiatus from Friendster, guess i really don't miss it anyway. Results of anti-socialism; but it's way better than others who hang out with people they shouldn't, which causes them to be well, hated. I'm not oblivious to the fact that people hate me though. Nonsensical

I was observing my blog posts and I've never really described a single darn day of my life in detail before): so I'm really that boring. & i feel so pent up on disintegrating and pulverizing that person, like how evil absent-minded professors crush a pathetic mice to brits. Or maybe i could annihilate that girl with my mite-infected pillow and vanquish her completely!(kidding really)
No but i really think she sucks like crap right now cos she's become a fucking oddball i don't even recognise.

Talking about that, everything has veered so suddenly towards a different direction. And everyone is just turning so downright awful. Maybe I'm the screwed ass who's blaming everyone else, grahhh. But why does it seem like we're always standstill? Screw this whole drama serial, bgrs, flirting, cliques, black, and loving ugh people. Makes me feel like I'm in "Gone With the Wind" , "Harry Potter And the Goblet of Fire (where Hagrid falls in love with that ugly ass, Madame Maxime!)" , "Mean Girls" or some melodrama with super devoted guys , crap good-girl-turn-bad-girl plot, and manipulation of people using hypnosis or something! I have a feeling it's black magic.. brrr.

Super good news cos I'm finally, oh FINALLY! gonna get my Avi videos:D! I love Inuyasha like hell, aww.

Here's a paradox for you:
If you're reading this post, then it exists.

If you dont understand here's the explanation: Suppose the sentence is true. Then, since it is true, and it says that if you've read this blog post, this blog post exists, we can conclude that this blog post exists. This step follows from the technique of natural deduction known as conditional derivation.

However, if you're not reading this, it does not exist, but you are in fact reading this so this blog post does exist. So if you've read the blog post, then this blog post exists— which is exactly what the sentence states. Therefore the sentence is true and this blog post must exist.

Since it is evident that any claim could be "proven" in this manner, there is a paradox.

I love paradoxes cos they irritate the shit out of people(:
Dont know what's a paradox? read here.

p/s: Godamnit I've had enough of looking at illusions and having some UGLY RETARDED LOOKING HALF-DEAD FUGLY ZOMBIE POP OUT TOGETHER WITH SOME FUCKING SCARY SOUND EFFECTS. I SCARES THE FUCK OUT OF ME. & PEOPLE JUST CANNOT GET ENOUGH OF SCARING MY SHIT WITH THEM. zz

p/s/s: Somehow I have a feeling you don't understand this post at all, or do you?

Childhood Dreams

2007-04-19T21:39:00.000+08:00

My childhood were just pieces of dreams
I never really remembered anything except all those fantasies
They were never real
still chasing, still chasing dreams

Ayumi Hamasaki -Inuyasha Dearest

Eye candy

2007-04-19T18:48:00.000+08:00

Photo capture.
*!%@#&#$ ***
Light flashes&* @#$!

Sit!Inuyasha

Gold With Honours & everything lost

2007-04-18T19:33:00.001+08:00

All and everything.
all those months of hard work were worth everything for that one moment(:
Xinmin kept asking if it was true, "Gold with Honours? Really, honours?!"

Crying was really awkward but maybe it was because of the happiness and screams that drowned out the 'sobbing' sounds(: Last night the GWH news spread like wild fire:D everyone started coming to congratulate us, aww. Theresa and Richelle were crying like hell la, greatest people in the world~ the wait in the Avt was killing, we were screaming so loudly the whole school must've thought we got a GWH already.
I just realised this somebody looks charming playing the piano! But returns to a bapok the moment he stops. sad case

Jiayu shared with us her Syf experience two years ago and hohoho we're the first in dunman's glorific history to clinch a GWH! HAPPY SENIORS:DDDD we didnt let them down & Sopranos got back what we lost! This morning was the greatest, the announcement of 'GOLD.. 3, 4..WITH HONOURS!' made the few seniors burst out crying again! Aint they the sweetest thing in the world:D ?

All the sec 4s and 5s are gna step down & i have trouble imagining choir without them):

Amy Angie Chuanchun Daphne Davin Dingsheng Fiona Iffah Germaine Jerome Jieling Jinghui Kehua Maise Meiyi Minghar Nicholas Piriya Rachel Richelle Siangling Theresa Vanda Vivien Winnie Xutat Yanwei Yvonne Zerlina Zijing

awnoo.
that's so many! (cries pathetically) & all the fun and laughter.

Thank you

2007-04-16T19:51:00.000+08:00

Thank you!
Thank you Crystal
Thank you Estee
Thank you Eugene
Thank you Hwee Sze
Thank you Joanne
Thank you Mdm Siti
Thank you Roseanna
Thank you Susanti

Thank you everyone for all your wishes
DMN CHOIR!:DDDDDD GOGOGO:D

I have no idea what to put here!

2007-04-15T21:10:00.000+08:00

2 more days
Today's choir practice was okay, go choir and jiayu!

I feel like I'm turning into them, becoming so competitive about results (okay not really since i'm like the only one failing maths everywhere) and incessant talking about my maths.
That's so ghay

Thank god this year's a streaming year! (thanks profusely). This means there's still hope that 1C will kenna stream tgt into same class. Like andeez says, hope for everything
I still have my 1C spirit in me! The time where none of us studied when there were free periods because we're not weird(: poker poker everywhere & dai di, nana's favourite get together past time.

I'm actually returning back to maple! xD Fucking dumbasses horrifically retarded corckscrewed brained people who keep d/c ing during guild quest should go kill themselves. And airhead spastic and toot guilds who dont turn up for the quest when they're obviously number 1 should go hell too cos they made me wait for 8 freaking hours until 2am. fuckers=D
& i find my maple ign very obiang , STARIEEE .
like a star like a star like a starieee
hanna i know alot of 'e's la._.

So it's next Tuesday, which is 2 more days)': Ximi & I decided not to buy the super fei carving tools cos we'll only be using it for once and $3 happens to be a lot of money! So i only bought a blue file & xm bought the orange one(: those xiao jies took forever to choose the paper for the cards. I think i took like 7 pens and put them back nicely after doodling for a veli long period of time and they were still debating over papers la. Apart from the gabbling over which seniors to give them to! I'll complete everything tomorrow and carry a large sack to school on Tuesday:DD

cos.. SANTA CLAUS IS COMING TO TOWN!:D!

6 days

2007-04-11T20:39:00.000+08:00

I hate feeling happy and fucking tired on consecutive days

Today was only PE for the first 2 periods, which includes cheering for 2.4km and taking height &weight. I feel a sense of achievement again! I lost 1kg and grew 3cm, but i suspect the dumb machine's faulty. Cos Nana cant be only 1cm shorter than me, she's like so tweeny!:D Left PE for choir at 9am; running up and down the 4th floor corridor looking for Xin min and waited for 2c too. The 2b teacher didn't look too happy though, we weren't even making noise! Maybe my moaning and interference by calling out for Rosee irritated her(:

Had words of encouragement in the music room.
e'd lost our touch somehow.

I dont wna talk about our VCH recording,):

Went back to dmn after the recording scurrying for our lives cos those retarded no brain people will start laughing at our beautiful gowns. We know it's chio la, no need to be so excited.
Our performance wasnt even 50% , choir can surpass gwhs by so much more! SLs talked to us during sectionals, really very disappointed & the mere thought of losing our sec 4s kills. Treasure the 6 days we have left with them and for our dream.
I'll miss the sec fours like hell. like hell.

Zerlina, Richelle, Theresa, Daphne,Yvonne, Rachel
)':

Hair

2007-04-10T20:36:00.000+08:00

:D
hair, drop hair.
HAIRY
HAIRY
HAIRY
HAIRY
NOT

I feel like a hairy monster.
I'm a hairy monster, boo.

Sugarcoated

2007-04-09T22:24:00.000+08:00

Sugarcoated Candy:D!
for fun

幸福

2007-04-09T19:25:00.000+08:00

私は犬夜叉を愛しています!
幸福なneh(:

8April , I must be the dumbest person
Bright day, happy light-headed and the crappiest thing has to destroy this
So the happy light headed me wanted to buy
A. Black. File
It' was just a fucking black file!
& the my brain puts it back on the shelf.. followed by several horrifying screams at my bustop
all these = my pop giving me his 5 year old file which was left to rot in his office.

Pop: NO NEED WASTE MONEY:DD
Me: Knsssssssiiiaaa, how long liao!?
Pop: *ponders* VERY LONG
Me: So flimsy
Pop: Orh then go buy lorh, dont take *proceeds to take away file*
(i swear i saw a glimpse of hope hor)
Pop: *gives file back* You. Wait. Long. Long.

fucking long cock la -.-x I think there must've been FILE-EATING BUGS CHOMPING AWAY INSIDE. AT SOME FIBRE OR SOMETHING COS THE FILE'S SUPER LIGHT. whatever
my pop just saved himself of $6, let it be, let it be.
My maths test is pretty much goner again, I resign to fate &god. But i seriously regret it, i do know how to do but (fuck, excuse after excuse.) ):
Had the yan jiang today and i know i couldnt think of anything to say lar hor, lan lao shi was so cold to me! I didnt kill her mother leh
WEIRD

god bless there's no homework today!

Seattle!

2007-04-06T21:04:00.000+08:00

I'm having a fetish for pink:D
and Fly Me to the Moon, i can't find Frank Sinatra's version though):
Nat King Cole's good enough.

I love my desktop!

Heh. Scoured pink themes for Mozilla & Opera, Opera doesnt have a decent one and most of it look like some rotten tomato red. Love the widgets, looking at great up to date Austria in action(: The Panic Button widget! When mama comes I'll just have to hit a button and the screen channels automatically to another (clean) website F11 style, perfect to hide porn :P
There's Safari and Konqueror web servers too.
Stupid I'm lecturing about servers.

HAPPY HAPPY(: I GOT KING.FM TO WORK!
yes it's classical music, i can listen to it forever and it's apparently 6 am in whatever place the station is situated at. Good Morning and welcome to 98.1 King.Fm. Seattle's number one choice. OI SEATTLE LEH, SEATTLE. Suddenly I feel so ang-moh-ish listening to angmoh stations from some angmoh country on the other side of the globe. Angmoh America is in my bedroom, muahahas. I love the people who invented satellites or i could never feel so angmoh-ish. Sibei shuang:D
eh i'm still patriotic hor BUT I CAN STILL IMAGINE MYSELF AS A ANGMOH ON AN ANGMOH STREET BY THE SEA. SHUANG.

So happy as i am, i'm gna listen to angmoh music and do my kns mathematics, finish breakthrough, yan jiang gao, and abit of maths revision.
Left literature assignment
I love life(:

Monday

2007-04-02T19:59:00.000+08:00

I wna cry. I think i understand maths, but i also think i dont understand maths, but i hope no matter, you wouldnt condemn me even if you're good in it. I know you're trying to help and i admit you've assisted me so many times but the way you bring across what you're trying to say hurts. There's really no need to tell me how bad I am or that I can't fail my O'level Mathematics and how Amaths is a must. I know that and i hope you wont emphasise on it anymore. I dont understand why everyone is objecting against taking the art stream, what is the problem? Obviously the 'elites' ( i am not condemning anyone) take the science streams and all those cheem pure science stuff.

I just have a feeling I'll just flunk my life there, art is well so much more enjoyable. l wna be an all rounder too, i really really want to but i dont think i have the capability to cope with the stress. 3A3B3C Pure science kinda scares me and i know without Amaths I'll most probably go nowhere, shyt dont tell me POA , i dont even think i can cope with Emaths): I told RN he can go 3A & he passed his goddamned maths. A2! and I got a D7. Yes, a fucking D7 whathefuck.

Next Maths test on Chapter 6 &till 7E is on 9April. I must ace it, or my peanut life is over and i can reside to the ponds to become a reknowned duck:D (Flap flaps) I've been trying my best to listen during mathematics lessons, god i am a shytload too careless. I dont have tuition cos mama dearest says if i cant do it in class i cant do it outside so why bother, I know I've been hopelessly neglecting my work and throwing everything aside as being redundant.

Stupid Inuyasha is the cause of everything! ..
Okay it's me, guilty as charged. fuck

:D

2007-04-01T23:09:00.000+08:00

:D I just ate pancakes!
*DROOOOOOLS*
I completed my mother tongue and english summary so I'm damn happy :D Doing maths now and i finally kai chiao to some questions:D clarrifying with georgina now, i must pass my maths.

i shall! i will:D
go sherrrreeee LOL
i bought the avi version of inuyasha but it's a whole lot cheaper and doesnt make a difference even though it can only be played on computer(:
at least i can convert with nero. understand?

i love michael buble

Whathefuck

2007-03-31T17:17:00.000+08:00

I hate you
I hate you for taking away everything i had
I hate to say I love you when i dont at all
I hate you for taking away my friends
I hate to look at you act cute
I hate you for copying

You like him? you love him? forget it disgusting bitch
& stop calling yourself all those cutesy names la. I hate being so hypocrite but what else can i do?
you are not cute. whathefuck
I'm not gna disguise this post's font, what's the use when people can highlight and read?
one day the hate will go away just like it used to.

i'm sorry but that feeling of losing everything, stays.
It will go away

Journal Entry

2007-03-28T21:46:00.000+08:00

a million sorries
The Journal Entry sparked a lot of thinking. Not nostalgic, not pleasant.

The hardest thing to do is watch someone you love, love someone else

Aja Aja Fighting!

2007-03-27T23:58:00.000+08:00

listened to alot of things.
expectations,
go sopranos!
go dunman choir!
aja aja fighting!:D

30/3 we can do it on speech day:D!
<3>

I think i've fumbled in maths again. I've never had that basic mathematics foundation since forever ago and now it's so tough to love that subject again. I love Mrs Wee but that's a completely different matter(: I'll try. Was slapping myself awake just now, It's not a tad too early to talk about this but I'm trying to decide if I would like to take the Science stream next year, well ultimately it still depends on my results but i think it's better i decide on a basic goal first.
I love art. Maths doesnt connect with me. Mushroom cher's science lessons are horrendous.
ARRRRRT!:D & Literature:DD
A Midsummer's Night Dream, Hermione!

):

2007-03-23T18:55:00.000+08:00

i thought i would start with a happy note.
unhappiness is infectious and i'm not feeling that nice
moreoever, my common test was so bad i should just thrust my head into the toiletbowl.

English: 37/50
Vocab: 41/50
Literature: 37/50
Chinese: 37/50
History: 24/30
Geography: 30/40
Home Ec: 35/40
Science: 28/44 (fucking shyt la)
(Inserts maths here while crying)

my ma was pulling her hair when she heard my maths
sibei drama. pa also
siao):

choir was no better today, kenna scolded twice, kenna stared at thrice
then that asshole, can she refrain from being so sarcarstic?
embarrass me, delia and weiqing still buay sai must emphasise summore, fuck
made a mistake of changing the equations must so harsh arh (nb), want us to remember also dont have to 'ruin our dignity'.

tomorrow meet-the-parents die until geylang liao la.

thank god i'm starting to really understand mrs wee's mathematics^^
i dont understand why teachers are getting more and more impatient, why cannot all be kind like mrs wee, then world peace~:D tian xia tai ping, huumm.

- says (7:31 PM):
i'm a babi gurl~ in a babi world~
ETERNITY;; YI BEII ZI. <3 says (7:32 PM):
ue are a baby girl?
puke puke
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAS (X
- says (7:32 PM):
babi la
pig
lol.
- says (7:33 PM):
KUKUBRID LA YOU.
ETERNITY;; YI BEII ZI. <3 says (7:36 PM):
>.<

babi babi.

Everything I did wrong

2007-03-21T00:12:00.000+08:00

I'm sorry for being antisocial
I'm sorry about what i did wrong during choir
I'm sorry about neglecting everything

common test
something i know you will look out for
Mathematics (insert-some-scary-failuric-number-here)/40
History and Science tomorrow, not wishing for the best.

=D

2007-03-13T19:16:00.002+08:00

Wonderful:D
Final auditions finally over! Shouldnt get all stressed up regarding weather there's a possibility of getting into Syf, well, ultimately all of them sounded was great. Everyone was happy today cos of Mr Toh's fab bday celebrations:DD (Thanks Su En for the cake which she so graciously gave(: & Lynn for being so italic!)

On second thought, I'm considering if i should buy the dvds cos i gave up the bid yesterday. Second auction ends on 19 March &(struggles) BY HOOK OR BY CROOK I'M GONNA GET IT. $200 OR NOT:D yes i am that desperate. that desperate.
I feel like i wna hug everyone so badly.

Chinese Workbook copied twice
Chinese dictation (guffaws)
Breakthrough Comprehension
Home ec workbook
Home ec recipes
Home ec shyt
Literature Skit
Mathematics assignments
all fking due by 19.

Sheri Soprano 07 (laughs)

Darryl

2007-03-12T10:54:00.000+08:00

darling's happy.

Every Heart

2007-03-10T14:16:00.000+08:00

I was kicked, screamed at and pushed out of bed by my dear mother at 9.58AM (I lost 3 hours of sleep) cos Aunty Alky came to our house. Not that I'm related to her anyway, nice lady but no relation.
& I dont have the remotest idea why everybody thinks darryl is cute.

(pukes)

I'll just laze around waiting for the goddamn Inuyasha vids to load properly.
Every Heart.

Miroku &Sango

2007-03-10T00:16:00.000+08:00

somehow, i like this picture alot. perverted miroku!
my favourite lecherous houshi(:
Kagome: I love pork chops but I don't like a pig demon friend! inuyasha.

Another round of choir auditions coming up, wish me luckk:D

Queer Infatuations

2007-03-08T21:45:00.001+08:00

hello sexy.

ONE
It's not everyday you see somebody who has infatuations for uncles. Fat. Round. Balding. Uncles. They are such adorable people don't you think? But I solemnly swear i do not have sexual fantasies about them! (smacks head)
NONE SERIOUSLY *CRIES*
Junee doesn't believe me, she thinks I'm weird aw.

TWO
&I LOVE DEAD BODIES:D! I think I wna grow up to be a forensic pathologist or something so I'll get to go into mortuaries &do postmortem for dead people. Fiddle with their organs or pick out maggots.

THREE
DUMBLEDORE:D COS HE'S A KAWAII AH PEK. He has a long beard and you just feel like lolling into it! (ROOLLS)
hotbabeh.

ps: Some kind soul returned my precious wallet *cries for joy*

Survey

2007-02-25T12:02:00.000+08:00

You need to score 30 and below to be an angel.
1. Smoked before
2. Drunk alcohol before
3. Slept with someone of the opposite sex
4. Slept with someone of the same sex [clean your brainie]
5. Gotten into any fights
6. Kissed someone of the opposite sex
7. Kissed someone of the same sex
8. Had someone in your room of the opposite sex
9. Scolded vulgarities
10. Bought porn
11. Take drugs before medicine
12. Hate going to the doctor's
13. Lied to your parents
14. Lied to a friend
15. Snuck out of the house
16. Done something illegal
17. Cut yourself
18. Hurt someone
19. Wished someone to die
20. Seen someone die
21. Missed curfew [7pm :O]
22. Stayed up all night
23. Eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself
24. Been to a therapis
25. Been to a rehab
26. Dyed your hair
27. Received a ticket
28. Been in a wreck
29. Been to a club
30. Been to a bar
31. Been to a wild party
32. Seen the Mardi Gras
33. Had a fight
34. Had a spring break in Florida
35. Sniffed anything [glue used to smell nice]
36. Wore black nail polish
37. Wore wristbands
38. Wore black eyeliner
40. Own a 50 cent CD
41. Hugged someone of the opposite sex
42. Hugged someone of the same sex
43. Gone out with someone of the same sex
44. Gone out with someone of the opposite sex
45. Stole something (ouch.)
46. Been too drunk to remember anything
47. Blacked out
48. Fainted
49. Had a crush on your neighbour
50. Had someone else snuck into your room
51. Snuck into someone else's room
52. Had a crush on someone of the same sex
53. Had gone and watched movies with friends
54. Dry humped someone
55. Been called a slut
56. Called someone a slut
57. Installed speakers in your car
58. Broke a mirror
59. Showered at someone of the opposite sex's house
60. Brushed your teeth with someone else's brush
61. Consider Mac, Dre, e40 or Mistah Fab your favorite rapper
62. Seen an R rated movie in theaters
63. Gone out with friends to the mall
64. Skipped school
65. Had an eating disorder
66. Had hurt yourself before
67. Gone to court
68. Walked out of a restaurant without paying
69. Caught something on fire
70. Lied about your age
71. Owned an apartment
72. Cheated on your boyfriend/girlfriend
73. Cheated with someone
74. Got in trouble with the police
75. Talked to a stranger [like duh]
76. Hugged a stranger
77. Kissed a stranger
78. Rode in the car with a stranger
79. Been sexually harassed
80. Been verbally harassed
81. Met face to face with someone you met online
82. Stayed online for 12 hours straight
83. Talked on the phone for more than 6 hours
84. Watched TV for 12 hours straight
85. Been to a fair
86. Been called a bad influence
87. Cursed
88. Prank called someone [GERRRRRRRALD]
89. Laid in the bed with someone of the opposite sex
90. Cheated on a test
91. Cheated on homework
92. Held hands with someone of the opposite sex
93. Want to be dead
94. Cut yourself before
95. Hate yourself
96. Had a crush on someone 10 years older than you
97. *NOT VALID*
98. Worn eyeliner
99. Skinny dipped
100. Laughed at someone who was seriously hurt (sorrrrrrrry)

oh, 50

Matyrdom

2007-02-25T11:42:00.000+08:00

8 pieces of art work
1 summary
a math test not to flunk
all by monday

fuck it.
flickr:D

A Classic

2007-02-21T19:23:00.000+08:00

A Classic.

you get it;D

Michael Buble

2007-02-18T00:24:00.001+08:00

I love home so.

Pads:D

2007-02-15T21:20:00.000+08:00

At Batam, there are ROWS & ROWS & ROWS OF THESE PINK PADS:D MIND-BOGGLING.

Suay

2007-02-15T19:50:00.000+08:00

10th February
DUNMAN CONCERT &CARNIVAL:DDD

2g &2a were doing the haunted house so we obviously needed makeup:D
i'm heng i didnt volunteer to be a ghost cos banana's makeup skills were funny!
Jeanette and Joelynn were disaster, but thank god Ms Lam managed to clear them up:D i was the usual hua ping stand there do makeup, drink water, hide in the super steaming hot haunted house.
I've owed her her autograph book for 4 damn months already! & i forgot to bring it on that day AGAIN.
SORRY SORRY

I met up with rose before the concert at 7.00 & i thoguht i lost my concert ticket):
i was digging my wallet like digging gold. and i flipped the whole house upsidedown, screaming my head off at my brother who was spiting me. well ultimately, i still found it in my wallet
(result of too many compartments. gobble) rose &i were almost late, we only left at 6.45 innna taxi:D

CONCERT!
The first 'rock' band wasnt too bad but it was a little anticlimax ; not until mdm sharifah came out to sing that is:D! I mean the band played mostly repititive rythmic stuff.
Mdm Sharifah's Welcome To The Black Parade was (gasp, fantab.)

I cant exactly remember the correct sequence of the performances
There was the guess who the teacher is by looking at their leg and arm. Ms Tan Puay Cher's one was hilarious. Humanities dept gave a cute skit on Kusu Island tortoises or something. Mr Mah sounded so damn funny.
not bad:D

DTC. DUNMAN CHEERLEADING TEAM!:DD
LMFAO
There was Mr Tan, Mr Bernard, Mr Sim, THE SUPER CUTE MRC TEACHER WEIDA and another one. their school skirts fold until sexily short! & They were cheering to 'Oh Mickey!' One of the best that night. Mr Bernard still did a headstand or something revealing his minishorts. god. REMINDS ME OF BAPOKS

Mother Tongue dept did a malay dance, throughout the whole thing i was only staring at that super uber cute mr mah.

Desperate Idols was hahahhah.
Mr Yap was Randy, Mrs Chan Was Paula &Mr Jain was Simon (gobbles)
1st was Mrs Neo:D!
She sang 'I will survive' and when she got her yello paper (LOL) she 'wheee~' acrossed the stage! ROFL.
2nd was Mr Ling doing Willian Hung style. funniest thing must be the paper he had stuck on him reading: HUNK. HUNK. RIGHT.
3rd was MR BERNARD!

Mr Bernard: I'm from Milan and I'm sexy.

he stripped to this gross short shirt thing, ew. and seduced Mrs Chan:D
4th was Ms Yeo, she sang DON'T CHA. okay pussy cat, cat pussy.
Mdm Hafsah was 5th. Funniest thing must be the fact that she wore thick eyeliner, black lipstick, punk clothing and imitated PINK but sang 'Twinkle Twinkle Little Star' allright:D! Ironic dressing, talk about discipline :D
6th, MS YEW WAS MY FAVOURITE.
SHE WAS MANONA. (AND A CHICKEN)
AND SHE SANG HUNG UP.
"HANG UP, I HANG UP ON EUUUU" LOL, ROFLMFAO
her gold yellow tights were HA. HA. HA. She kept asking us to go Geylang Lorong 6!
She wants to give us duck and chicken, duck and chicken:D

Math test went so damn fucking badly i have no idea what to say.
(update on 29 February: 3/20 ._.)
Followed by Science test.

Mdm Lim:Explain the particulate model of matter.

I heard 'Explain the particulate model of metal zz
knn, my ears got problem la): what particulate model of metal. first thing that hit me was: dunno what shyt.
top it all off, I lost my wallet and I broke my goddamned mirror.
AND I WAS CAUGHT FOR SOCKS AND NAMETAG TWICE TODAY. GREAT.
suay 7 years~

It never does

2007-02-01T00:34:00.000+08:00

i saw it, and it's not self abusing.
it's stress reducing.
&the scratches, never work.

Bedok North Market

2007-01-29T18:16:00.000+08:00

SUPER SUPER DELICIOUS CARROT CAKE FROM BEDOK-NORTH MARKET.
KILLS.

GOBBLES GOBBLES.
AND THE CHWEE KUAY=D

so blessed.

i feel so happy today. and the skies are blue.

Smartass

2007-01-27T18:22:00.000+08:00

I'VE JUST ABANDONED 130 POSTS.
AINT I SMART.

(LAO NIANG IS SMART)
I ~~have~~ resolutions for this blog.

I'll try to update once ~~bianually~~ every two days.
I solemnly swear I will not get distracted by MAPLE OR PIRATEKINGONLINE OR EXCESSIVE READING AND INDULGING OF PORN WEBSITES(oops).
Be provocative.
Imma superhero. I'M LIKE SUPPOSE TO RESCUE YOUR ASS FROM INTERGALACTIC VILLAINS LIKE DRAKKEN AND MOJOJOJO.

God, the class teeshirt looks like the worse crap I've ever seen in the whole 90 years of my life. I didnt fucking drew that. I DIDNT.
the front was equally horrible, MONOTYPE CORSIVA IS THE UGLIEST FONT ON EARTH.
(SCREAMS I DIDNT FUCKING DRAW THAT AND PROCEEDS TO TURN INTO A NUN)

PISS YOUR PANTS

this lady looks like my science teacher

so does my drawing at my dp.

since i'll be watching the movie on 28th, i mgiht as well show something i've gathered. COS HE HAS A HORRENDOUSLY BIG APPETITE.